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Hey

Hi ⊂(´･◡･⊂ )

I really like what you're doing with the therapy and stuff! Can I vent?

Of course! Tell me as much as you want.

Thank you! Do you have a email so it can be private?

What kind of email?

Any kind works. Like mine is [email protected].

Sry my email doesn't allow anybody out of my school to send or get emails. it doesn't really matter how traumatizing whatever you want to say is. This is a safe place. Nobody should be judging or saying anything bad.

That's okay!

So when i was like 6 I started puberty and blossomed and the boys in my class made REALLY weird jokes about my body and that made me insecure so it got to the point where I told my mom I wanted to die after suffering silently for a year or two and my mom went to the principal but he said "Ohhh boys will be boys" So my mom took me out of that school. I thought I was done but a year later I met a guy from my old class we'll call him X so X and I used to be friends But he yk me and I was already getting hurt by my teachers they would lock me in a small room so now I have claustrophobia and it got to the point where I ACTUALLY tried to kms. Time skip to when I was 12 my grandpa took my first kiss he was like 50 sum at the time. I cried all night. after that if I didn't do my work (I was home schooled) He would hurt me physically and emotionally to the point where I flinch if someone moves to fast, I don't like hugs anymore,

and I hate yelling and cry when someone yells and my grandma still tells me to "get over it" because Its been 3 years but I can't I even get scared my bf will hit me even though I know he won't. My bff is always asking "Why are you so silent?" but I just say "i'm tired don't worry" I feel like i'm broken always smiling and I recently started drinking and vaping I know I shouldn't but it calms me. I love the burn of the drink. I feel sad and empty now like no-one understands and I can't be alone or i'll think they are leaving me and i'm scared of the dark sometimes thinking X or someone might come back to do it again. Thank you for listening means alot ❤❤

Oh wow. That's a lot. Never been told this much at this level. Well, this is what I have to say. 1. Try to forgive. Ik your grandpa did you really bad. Which isn't right. But if you keep containing your feelings it will get you nowhere. Let out your anger and fear on smth. Just make sure you don't let it out on a person or property. Go to a place with broken stuff and just break it more. I usually get a stick and start hitting a tree or beating up a pillow. 3. It's hard to recover from trust issues. Just so you know, you'll have to trust people eventually if you want to get better as you grow up. 4. A smile is a good cover, but a bad feeling. At times, you'll need it. In this case, keep a small smile. Don't force it terribly. Not everyone has great days everyday. 5. I would strongly encourage you to find something else other than drinking and vaping to calm you down. It may numb the pain but those feelings are just being pushed down. Don't let it build up. And please, don't destory your health. You're still pretty young like I am and there's so much to do with a young body. 6. Feeling sad and empty isn't a good feeling, I know bc I've felt it too. Drinking and vaping doesn't fill that emptiness. I figured that out thru God. Needless to say, I'm a Catholic. Ik there are many who don't agree with it. It's hard to believe in smth you can't see, but Ik God is there. I feel it. For you, try to pray. Pray for your family and friends, yourself and your well-being. 7. It's ok to be afraid of the dark. I still am. 8. I also cry when someone yells, but do your best to not let it hurt you. You have great potential in life. The fact that you haven't kys after so many years shows that you won't give up. And you shouldn't give up. I hope that ppl can show you love in other ways besides a hug. Love you ~★ ❤ Stay strong! ᕙ(⇀‸↼‶)ᕗ

Your right. I normally don't pray but I'm christian so I will pray again as for my grandpa I will try to forgive him.

Let me know if you need anything else. Keep me updated on how u feel pls. 🙏 Btw, you a girl or boy? I'm a girl

I will -^^- and I'm a girl

Hey, how's it going? I'm already out of school now.

Heyyy me tooooo and im horrible :p

What's going on?

well my sister died soo (sorry for the late reply i've been busy with school)

Hiiii!!

Hi! :P How's it going?

Good wby? ^^

Pretty chill. Schools ending in 2 weeks for me. How about u?

Same it shall be another boring summer bc all my sibling have plans like going to Washington DC and they don't involve me T-T

Aww. :'( That's disappointing. Are your siblings older than u or smth?

One is 17 the other is 12 i'm in the middle

Oh dang. You're in the middle. 😭 Sweetie I feel so bad for u.

Hey long time no chat!