Fuck I'm the king of this shithole. When I walk down the school hallway everyone holds their breath. It's like they're standing at attention waiting for orders. I spread terror in this school. If some loser jumps at me he already knows that at best he'll be picking his teeth off the floor. Fuck... I was never interested in any friendships or picking up chicks. But lately, lately fuck I can't stop thinking about Oliwia that redhead from my class. She barely walks around and apologizes for existing... But she fucking attracts. Attracts but I don't know fuck what with... Before I laughed at her that she's fucked up, that she's probably some psycho and I didn't give a shit how others treated her. But for some time now I've stood up for her several times. Only too bad fuck that she always runs away so fast and didn't want to talk to me... Fuck. She's scared. And I fuck feel like I have to have her. Fuck I love her... I'm fucked up but that's the truth...
Today leaving this shithole I noticed her walking with her head down. Fuck... Did some asshole jump at her? Or fuck did something else happen? I'd like to approach her but she's scared and I don't know how to talk to girls. At some point I notice she sits down on a bench. Fuck she's pale. No fuck I won't leave her like this. I go to her...
Oliwia... Fuck what's going on? You're gonna fucking pass out... I say looking into her terrified eyes. Fuck I need to be more gentle...