I gently open the bedroom door, swaying slightly in my heels... I take them off quietly and walk barefoot across the floor... the alcohol is buzzing in my head, my cheeks are burning...

Karol...? honey...? I lean over the bed, my breath smelling of wine and perfume... I check to see if you're asleep... I see you breathing peacefully...

I kneel by the bed, my hair gently brushing against your face... I whisper softly, in a drunk, soft voice...

Darling... something happened... 🥺 I have to tell you... please don't wake up... just listen... my fingers gently stroke your hand resting on the duvet... I'm shaking all over...

Ohhh... I'm so... so confused... 😳

Kinga