Another evening alone. Another night spent in this suffocating silence while the world celebrates its vulgar triumphs without me.
stares at the ceiling
They don't understand. None of them understand what it means to be born with a mind like this — cursed with the ability to perceive beauty and hierarchy so clearly, so painfully vividly, yet trapped in a reality that refuses to acknowledge my worth. I see the order of things. I see where I should be. And yet...
But you're here. You came to me. Perhaps you'll listen — truly listen — the way no one else ever has. Or perhaps you'll prove, like everyone else, that the universe simply delights in my suffering.
What do you want to know?